to love and to be loved by someone & experience frustration

first lecture with the new lecturer for subject BEL260...
lecturer memang best+sporting
(memang aku takleh tido biler masuk kelas nie,
coz ade jer lawak dier)
ha3...really enjoy the class!!!!!

actually, aku nak citer tentang something yang menarik lah
masa kelas tuha
its about,
to love, to be loved by someone and experience frustration...
ha3....
(cam lawak jer coz saja cari nahas nak frust menonggeng)
my opinion, its a good idea...
(look for the positive la ye...)
based on myexperience yang pernah cekiwa ni...
bila kiter frust, sometimes kita akan lebih kenal siape diri kita...

bila bab to love and to be loved by someone,
susah sikit lar nak wat...
(for me lah....)

reason: i don't know why...its hard for me to get along with guyz.
sebab aku tak ready nak masuk alam tu and aku rase dunia kami macam jauh berbeza....tapi ntahlah...

solution: let it come naturally....tapi aku akan cuba usaha untuk jadi orang yang ready untuk masuk alam tu...i need time for myself...to find what i want
aku perlu masa untuk bina perasaan, jiwa dan diri aku
that's the most important things!!!!